The
weather reports had been updated to gale and storm warnings,
and I had begun to fear whether the tent would last the
night. I scouted for a better location. Back against the
tree line, I found a log protruding six feet at a forty-five
degree angle-high enough to allow our tent to nestle under
it. I thought that if I could move the tent there and then
cover both with a tarp, I could alleviate some of the stress
on the tent. Moving the tent in those winds was no easy
feat, and securing the tarp was a chore, but the activity
did provide some relief from my constant worry and the noise
of the tent. As night fell, I listened yet again to the
weather report: gale warnings with no mention of when the
storm would abate. I decided that if things weren't calm
by morning, I would use my handheld VHF radio (a six-year-old
Raytheon that I kept in a dry bag) to try to contact someone
who could get us off the island. My wife and I were exhausted
and cold. It was impossible to get any sleep with the roaring
of the wind and snapping of the tent. I was finding it more
and more difficult to concentrate on small tasks at hand.
Neither of us had an appetite, despite the fact that we
had not eaten during the day. I knew that we should eat,
but I didn't have the energy to make a meal. It took all
of the energy I had to keep adjusting the tarp and tent
against the wind, and trying to keep the tent dry. Throughout
the night, I asked Theresa how she was doing. She always
said she was doing fine, and sounded upbeat. The minutes
dragged by when, around 1:00 a.m., a gust of wind flattened
our tent on top of us. I decided to try to contact the Canadian
Coast Guard. Better to communicate with them while I had
some shelter from the elements than to do so in the midst
of the storm. I had been struggling all day with the question
of what to do if conditions deteriorated. I felt that asking
for help was to admit defeat, but once I made the decision
and began transmitting on the VHF, I felt a considerable
amount of relief.