On August 28, 1996, ten minutes before
launching from a cove at Fort Wilkins State Park next
to Copper Harbor, Michigan, I stood on the rocks next
to the lake and let leaves of tobacco fall from my
hand. When the dark leaves touched the surface of the
lake, an offering was made to the water-god Mishipizhiw,
the spirit which the Ojibwa say controls conditions
on Lake Superior.
My mother and a handful of spectators
sat on a stairway and watched as I slid my dry-suited
legs into my kayak cockpit, taking care to avoid the
thirty-six cans of fruit juice siliconed to the floor.
Once again, my kayak was fully loaded with safety gear:
manual and electric bilge pumps, GPS units, VHF radios,
flare gun, energy gel packets, sea anchor, air sponsons,
heat packs and other miscellaneous equipment. I was
more mentally focused on this last crossing than I
had been on any of the others. I hoped to finish my
quest by crossing the crown jewel of the Great Lakes.
Lake Superior, the most massive and infamous of the
Great Lakes, rivals Lake Baikal in Siberia for the
honor of being the world's largest inland sea. Lake
Baikal is the deepest and most voluminous, but Superior
has the greatest surface area. Superior is a fresh-water
lake and is hardly affected by the moon's tidal forces.
One
and a half hours after starting, I reached the lake's center
and documented this with the GPS by saving a waypoint location
in its memory. With over ninety miles still to cover, I
paddled north repeating my mantra, "no stroke to strain." I
reminded myself to keep my pace and paddling force under
control. I did not want to injure my arm as I had on Lake
Huron. My next task was the taking of a picture of
the setting sun as it appeared perched on the horizon.
I watched it completely disappear, then turned my
head to the east to discover the full moon sitting
on the eastern horizon. As darkness tried to descend,
the moonlight held it at bay so that I was traveling
in a water world with no day or night. Sometime during
the night, I crossed the path taken by the Edmund
Fitzgerald almost twenty-one years earlier. She was
destroyed by twenty-five-foot waves. The weather
was much calmer for me, but I still had to be concerned
about hypothermia. I found I did not have to use
the heaters siliconed to the sides of my cockpit
because the air temperature was high enough to keep
me comfortable with my dry suit on. At 2 a.m. I noticed a shimmering in the northern
sky, and at first thought I might be hallucinating.
But it grew in size while it appeared to come closer
to me. Aurora borealis. Eventually, I was looking
up forty-five degrees into the sky to watch green,
purple and white pillars pointing to my destination
in Ontario. I have been told that you can count yourself
lucky if you can hold one memory from the past. I
know that I will forever remember every aspect of
sitting in my kayak and gazing at this vision. The
sky stayed alive for hours as I forged northward,
mile after mile. At daybreak, the winds increased
to fifteen miles per hour from the north-northeast,
but dissipated around 9 a.m. To stay hydrated during
the day, I dipped my hand into the lake to drink
its water. I would only do this on Lake Superior
because the water is so crystal clear. After every
hour of paddling, I took a five- to ten-minute break
to log a GPS waypoint, eat a packet of energy gel
and swallow it down with a can of fruit juice. I
would notice a big energy boost for twenty minutes,
after which I relied on my glycogen reserves during
the rest of the hour.
Later
in the evening, buoyed by doses of Vivarin at noon,
3 and 6 p.m., I started to make out my destination
of Terrace Bay on the Ontario coast. As the end of
the day came closer, I noticed that I had been so
focused on paddling that I neglected to put any sunscreen
on my face. I hoped that the burn would not be very
bad but, as it turned out, I would bear physical
scars from this crossing for a few weeks. As the
second sunset of the crossing disappeared, I could
see the signaling lighthouse on the Slate Islands
to the east. A small campfire had been started on
the beach toward which I was heading. The hot flames
were mocked by the coldness of this vast lake. At
1:30 a.m., thirty hours and one hundred miles after
starting, my bow came to rest on the pebble beach
as cameras flashed around me. The feeling of being
back on land seemed surreal to me as my friends dragged
my kayak up the beach, set up my tent and cooked
me food. I turned back to the lake and made another
tobacco offering to my spiritual companion. Once
the offering slid into the dark waters, I knew I
had returned to the real world and had left the vision
world behind.
Months later, in November, while
paddling on Lake Superior along the base of a cliff
near Agawa Bay, Ontario, I felt the same sense of
peace I had gained after completing my final crossing.
At the base of the cliff, I saw an ocher-colored
pictograph of Mishipizhiw, placed there by another
paddler long ago. I looked at the pictograph as I
would a friend and thought about the person who created
it. We both crossed Lake Superior for reasons that
were important to us. We both increased our horizons
by thinking of possibilities and not barriers. My
quest was now over. As I paddled away from the cliff,
a bald eagle flew by one hundred feet ahead, crossing
my path.